I don’t know who I am
I don’t know why I exist

I don’t know where I was going to go

I am in the middle of chaos that circle around continuously trying not to be swallowed in it
but also not trying to find the way to leave

I am standing as if I am comfortable
It’s easy to leave my life in something flow strongly and endless without seeing myself

I know I should not stay here any longer  
I have to find the way I supposed to be
but  just empty
this moment

I sit by and watch
Watch  myself